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Just an outline made of skin
And my walls are paper thin
I want to let you color me in

Feel like I’m drowning from the sound
Of all the silence all around
My thoughts are gone
I’m going down
I’m turning inside out

This time I finally need a light, a light
Tired of seeing in black and white, white

Having flashes in my mind
Can’t take the ticking of time
The time that’s passing by

This time I finally need a light, a light
Tired of seeing in black and white, white

Having flashes in my mind
Can’t take the ticking of time
The time that’s passing by

This time I finally need a light, a light
Tired of seeing in black and white, white

Having flashes in my mind
Can’t take the ticking of time
The time that’s passing by



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 this year is the toughest year for me. i’m in the crossroad. i know i have to go out of my comfort zone, go out there, do something new, something i’ve never been doing before and start to build my OWN life. and of course i know there will be an uphill tasks are waiting for me. i don’t know if i’m ready or not to start my own journey, but i’m raring to do it!. 

but then, if someday i fall, and i wanna quit fighting, will someone be there to encourage me? i’m used to encourage myself, i wiped out my own tears, i solved my own problem, i told a story about myself to myself. i get knocked down, i get backed up by myself.  

there always be a questions boggling in my mind, questions that always start with why? i’m dying to find the answers, but i know i’m not gonna find it. because i do not know how to find it. only Allah knows that, maybe what’s best for me is not to know the answer.

believe it or not, right after i wrote all the things above, i find out a very wisely beautiful qoute :

"don’t search for the answers, which could not be given to you now, because you would not be able to live them. and the point is, to live everything, live the questions now. perhaps then, someday far in the future, you’ll gradually, without ever noticing it, live your way into the answers." Rainer Maria Rilke, Letters to a Young Poet.

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do not look at me right now
i’m still molded
i have yet ready to be seen
i’m still gleaning a bricks
to build up my castle

i do not want to look back
worse things are there to tempt me
once i trapped
i’ll be stuck

do not look at me
i’m struggling right now
detaching all the pain from my heart
and shatter it

do not look at me
i’m rushing right now
catching every opportunities
reaching every possibilities
i get knock down, i get back up
i’m bruised, but i’m not wrecked

once my castle is done
i have nothing to regret